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the Tv.
2 min read
raindrops
pelting on the rooftops
above me
i can hear it,
so softly it sings to me.
raindrops
how i wish they would
break through the sheild
above me
how i wish they could save me
how plainly wash me away
gently down the alleyway.
crackling
goes the thunder
so loudly vibrating against these four walls
im caged to
sinking in my chair
and its fabric gluing me in
wishing
to escape now
and be out now
from these four walls
that keep the rain from rushing in.
fogging
up the windows
as i ease my breath upon them
its soothing and forgettable
of the things you wanted away
traces
in the window
let you look beyond the glass
and though your on the other side
you still cant see quite past.
the windows
now pounding
with tiny pellets of hail
the sky blackens
into a sea of midnight
traces of it's dark wedding veil
makes me step back
yet, curious
into the dasters of this storm.
crouched down
in a closet now
suffocating from little air
power's out
phone's too
tv's off
along with the radio
silence now
is the only sound i hear
and i close my eyes
hug my pillow
gripping out fear.
crashes
and walls cave in around me
but im safe inside that closet
from what i can tell
im alone in the house
and my screams i cant tell
if they came from you
or the ones inside my head
and i keep my eyes closed
from this nightmare
i went unprepared for.
morning comes
with a rude awakening, and i tumble out
from the mess
im stunned to find everything in tact
and realize it was just
another of my
midnight nightmares
and i grab my teddy and a pillow
and walk into the hallway
sitting on the couch
i grab the remote
to click the Tv on
only to find
the
Tv's
not
there.
---
art <3
pelting on the rooftops
above me
i can hear it,
so softly it sings to me.
raindrops
how i wish they would
break through the sheild
above me
how i wish they could save me
how plainly wash me away
gently down the alleyway.
crackling
goes the thunder
so loudly vibrating against these four walls
im caged to
sinking in my chair
and its fabric gluing me in
wishing
to escape now
and be out now
from these four walls
that keep the rain from rushing in.
fogging
up the windows
as i ease my breath upon them
its soothing and forgettable
of the things you wanted away
traces
in the window
let you look beyond the glass
and though your on the other side
you still cant see quite past.
the windows
now pounding
with tiny pellets of hail
the sky blackens
into a sea of midnight
traces of it's dark wedding veil
makes me step back
yet, curious
into the dasters of this storm.
crouched down
in a closet now
suffocating from little air
power's out
phone's too
tv's off
along with the radio
silence now
is the only sound i hear
and i close my eyes
hug my pillow
gripping out fear.
crashes
and walls cave in around me
but im safe inside that closet
from what i can tell
im alone in the house
and my screams i cant tell
if they came from you
or the ones inside my head
and i keep my eyes closed
from this nightmare
i went unprepared for.
morning comes
with a rude awakening, and i tumble out
from the mess
im stunned to find everything in tact
and realize it was just
another of my
midnight nightmares
and i grab my teddy and a pillow
and walk into the hallway
sitting on the couch
i grab the remote
to click the Tv on
only to find
the
Tv's
not
there.
---
art <3
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this could be your last shot
1 min read
truth speaks the hurt
and lies kick back the dirt
rumors are great
til they spit back in your face
and lies kick back the dirt
rumors are great
til they spit back in your face
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the flower.
6 min read
life,
unfolds gently like the petals of a tulip
as it takes its first breathe, it can taste the fresh air for once
the air rushing through your lungs and brightening the blue's of your eyes
you have no idea, no intention, that this may be your first chance at life
this is the easiest you'll ever have it.
but your precious hands reach out before you and struggle
into the light.
you are found, you are found out, and only this once will you be oblivious
to whats left to become
of you and this world that leaves you dripping cold.
the sun,
warms your face in the summer breeze
and you run around in the sprinkler because you are unafraid
it doesnt matter for those around you; their busy playing as well
but the excitement is over all too soon,
your mother is calling you inside.
you scream and throw a hissy fit because your not allowing yourself
time to think,
and her heart sinks, but only for a moment as she picks you back up
into her arms that perserve love.
rainy days,
you stare out your window, waiting for blue skies
but all you get is more sad clouds mocking your frown
you wear to express the mood;
the soft hum from your radio vibrates alienated words and phrases
that boomerang over your head and are unattentioned
that only come back in questions.
you wonder how many other children are inside waiting out this storm,
or am i the only one not allowed to splash and play?
or is it the lightening thats so beautiful,
but i hear its deadly and i fear.
winter,
seems even colder than the last
and memories of the younger years
fill the empty spaces left between the blue lines
into your soul and out your heart pours out bits and pieces of your past.
so put together and neatly kept, yet you have no idea
you make a timeline at an attempt to view this puzzling image you just
cant quite put to mind.
over and over you turn over the letters and cards and read them once
maybe even twice
it doesnt make since to you, no nothing at all
but your here, your here
and its your job never to let yourself or anyone fall.
who would ever have known it'd be a mission
to the impossible; to the unbreakable; to the perfect-perfect anti-wanna-be's.
stop,
take a minute to slow down
to catch your breath; cant you see others are falling far behind?
but you keep on running
faster, faster your legs fly out beneath you
and the only thing you see is your golden destination
but when you cross the finish line, you stop
puzzled, dumbfounded
no one is there waiting, no one is there cheering you on
and as you turn around the sky is black
midnight's blanket has covered what you've already touched
you feel shame, and fear
and tears sting your eyes, and you carry your weary head low
upon your shoulders,
as you cross the street and return to the bricks;
the prison once known as home.
memories,
they flood you,
like the broken records that swallow your floor
and the ripped down posters that use to hang
so boldly on the outside of your bedroom door
scattered pictures of you and they neighbor kids that use to hang out
every day
hardly ever there, just a speck of grain tumbling into the sea
and that grain floats only further and sometimes you even forget its even there
and by the time your hands are grasping at the broken air,
its washed away into another world that you cant get away into.
there's no ticket,
there's no going back
you cant take back the things you said,
no you cannot fix the past
their your mistakes that you've created
a beauty now distaster that you try so hard not the find
but its there, and everyone see's it
you pretend its invisable, but oh its visable and your reminded
that its there, when you think you've forgotten it and moved on.
car crashes, and bombed up buildings
cant take them back and the smoke is suffocating
but air masks are not provided
we are to provide our own,
but we mustn't stumble through this debris
on one foot and alone.
love,
its there every where you look
but in other places its hiding that you must seek out for yourself
we are afraid
we are untasteful to the unknown
but with each step closer we discover what this thing really is
and if taken any less seriously
it cracks and breaks and your left with another mess
that seems almost impossible to mend
and your friends are speachless, they have nothing to say to you
they warned you it was like playing with fire
but you were the one who convinced them it doesnt hurt
then you run away to your hidehow choking back tears,
and they are afraid if they should use you as a sign to stay away
look at the mess you've created.
in this world,
it tells you who are arent
dirty tongues with filthy lies we breathe in
to believe
maybe we can be something if i looked like this
or maybe if i was different someone would care
but those who are honest and stay true of themselves,
fight off these lies and bitter self destruction
to the best of their ability.
in the end,
we hope things will all turn out
and with each day we feel the end drawing near
anxious to reunite with lost loved ones
we're just not ready for it tonight
just one more day, one more chance
i promise i can make things right
just give me a chance, and let me correct
for everytime i have let you and everyone down.
i never strived for attention, but thats rather what i got
and when i didn't want it it was there telling me to turn around now
before i open the wrong door
and turn to a new page
let me speak my thoughts too crowded for just a fewlines,
and i hope that i have listened well
and i hope ive passed this test
as i lay my head down, and prepare for my eternal rest.
unfolds gently like the petals of a tulip
as it takes its first breathe, it can taste the fresh air for once
the air rushing through your lungs and brightening the blue's of your eyes
you have no idea, no intention, that this may be your first chance at life
this is the easiest you'll ever have it.
but your precious hands reach out before you and struggle
into the light.
you are found, you are found out, and only this once will you be oblivious
to whats left to become
of you and this world that leaves you dripping cold.
the sun,
warms your face in the summer breeze
and you run around in the sprinkler because you are unafraid
it doesnt matter for those around you; their busy playing as well
but the excitement is over all too soon,
your mother is calling you inside.
you scream and throw a hissy fit because your not allowing yourself
time to think,
and her heart sinks, but only for a moment as she picks you back up
into her arms that perserve love.
rainy days,
you stare out your window, waiting for blue skies
but all you get is more sad clouds mocking your frown
you wear to express the mood;
the soft hum from your radio vibrates alienated words and phrases
that boomerang over your head and are unattentioned
that only come back in questions.
you wonder how many other children are inside waiting out this storm,
or am i the only one not allowed to splash and play?
or is it the lightening thats so beautiful,
but i hear its deadly and i fear.
winter,
seems even colder than the last
and memories of the younger years
fill the empty spaces left between the blue lines
into your soul and out your heart pours out bits and pieces of your past.
so put together and neatly kept, yet you have no idea
you make a timeline at an attempt to view this puzzling image you just
cant quite put to mind.
over and over you turn over the letters and cards and read them once
maybe even twice
it doesnt make since to you, no nothing at all
but your here, your here
and its your job never to let yourself or anyone fall.
who would ever have known it'd be a mission
to the impossible; to the unbreakable; to the perfect-perfect anti-wanna-be's.
stop,
take a minute to slow down
to catch your breath; cant you see others are falling far behind?
but you keep on running
faster, faster your legs fly out beneath you
and the only thing you see is your golden destination
but when you cross the finish line, you stop
puzzled, dumbfounded
no one is there waiting, no one is there cheering you on
and as you turn around the sky is black
midnight's blanket has covered what you've already touched
you feel shame, and fear
and tears sting your eyes, and you carry your weary head low
upon your shoulders,
as you cross the street and return to the bricks;
the prison once known as home.
memories,
they flood you,
like the broken records that swallow your floor
and the ripped down posters that use to hang
so boldly on the outside of your bedroom door
scattered pictures of you and they neighbor kids that use to hang out
every day
hardly ever there, just a speck of grain tumbling into the sea
and that grain floats only further and sometimes you even forget its even there
and by the time your hands are grasping at the broken air,
its washed away into another world that you cant get away into.
there's no ticket,
there's no going back
you cant take back the things you said,
no you cannot fix the past
their your mistakes that you've created
a beauty now distaster that you try so hard not the find
but its there, and everyone see's it
you pretend its invisable, but oh its visable and your reminded
that its there, when you think you've forgotten it and moved on.
car crashes, and bombed up buildings
cant take them back and the smoke is suffocating
but air masks are not provided
we are to provide our own,
but we mustn't stumble through this debris
on one foot and alone.
love,
its there every where you look
but in other places its hiding that you must seek out for yourself
we are afraid
we are untasteful to the unknown
but with each step closer we discover what this thing really is
and if taken any less seriously
it cracks and breaks and your left with another mess
that seems almost impossible to mend
and your friends are speachless, they have nothing to say to you
they warned you it was like playing with fire
but you were the one who convinced them it doesnt hurt
then you run away to your hidehow choking back tears,
and they are afraid if they should use you as a sign to stay away
look at the mess you've created.
in this world,
it tells you who are arent
dirty tongues with filthy lies we breathe in
to believe
maybe we can be something if i looked like this
or maybe if i was different someone would care
but those who are honest and stay true of themselves,
fight off these lies and bitter self destruction
to the best of their ability.
in the end,
we hope things will all turn out
and with each day we feel the end drawing near
anxious to reunite with lost loved ones
we're just not ready for it tonight
just one more day, one more chance
i promise i can make things right
just give me a chance, and let me correct
for everytime i have let you and everyone down.
i never strived for attention, but thats rather what i got
and when i didn't want it it was there telling me to turn around now
before i open the wrong door
and turn to a new page
let me speak my thoughts too crowded for just a fewlines,
and i hope that i have listened well
and i hope ive passed this test
as i lay my head down, and prepare for my eternal rest.
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early mournings and late night sleepers
4 min read
just a helpless child
bruised and confused from the inside out
drowing in selfpity
fear within this doubt.
and when i feel alone
the tears dont refuse to fall
sometimes i feel
like nobody cares at all.
deep inside the sea
of the green behind my eyes
lies a girl who feels torn
ragged and worn and left out in the rain.
as she watches star by star
falling from the sky.
sometimes i just cant breathe
i think of you when i go to sleep
and if i could only move the world
you could see past the doubt
i try so hard to hide.
speakers blaring but the world's too loud
favorite ol blue jeans are begining to wear down
and everything gets around in a small town
nothings new.
my lifes a wreck and so is my hair
i sleep in my jeans
cus i'm too lazy to care
and the kiss of the tears rolling down my nose
just another excuse, another pose.
but the pain is real, the hurt is real
the feelings are numb and dont seem to heal
the scars on my wrists leave wounds to your heart
and the twisted truth is where do i start?
i only feel safe when held in your arms
with your lips to my neck
and your hands on my hips
and reassurance that you're always there.
i know that your not going to leave me
no matter how wrong i am
we all screw up
shrivel up and die inside
but no worries, no hurries
you'll always be on my mind.
time is running out
i can feel the sand burning beneath my fingertips
and your trying so hard to hold on
yet i keep slipping only further
dont let me drown
in this flood thats washing me away
you can fight the tide
calm the sea
your the one who always rescues me.
lay with me upon the grass
and watch the world as it flickers past
see the shooting star as it breaks
see the beauty of distaster love creates.
im here with you and im willing make
my own mistakes.
we'll travel the world just you and i
forget the past never to rewind
show me that lives worth living
take away the hurt so i will be free
blinded and confused, and now
i am starting to see.
so sing for me just one more song
let me believe that i matter and that i belong
dive for me when i fall
as i'd do anyday for you
listen for my voice when i am near
let me know that you are here.
a simple smile and a slight curve of the lips
the headphones now blaring
and tongues rolling off meaningless words
that boomerang back and out through my mouth
this heart's a hard one to fix
and bit by bit it heals to this mix.
then track number seven plays
and i cant get you off my mind
and baby your all that i need i wish that i could rewind
for anytime i made you sad
anytime i made you cry
cus i didnt mean to,
and the music continues to play.
day by day with my head weighing down my shoulders
and im falling far behind
oh take me back in time
to when i was the perfect girl you loved
the one you said was quite the character
pull me inside out.
bring back those who deserved another day
another chance to make this world okay
but there goes another night
i feel left alone
starin at the phone
alone inside my jeans, and as shallow as i seem
your right here.
you never leave
and never will you've given me your word
and your voice is the most beautiful of sounds
that of anyone i have ever heard
and as i lay my head down
and close my eyes to sleep
i hope you keep in mind
its you whom i love and the one i swear to keep.
<3 comments please,art
bruised and confused from the inside out
drowing in selfpity
fear within this doubt.
and when i feel alone
the tears dont refuse to fall
sometimes i feel
like nobody cares at all.
deep inside the sea
of the green behind my eyes
lies a girl who feels torn
ragged and worn and left out in the rain.
as she watches star by star
falling from the sky.
sometimes i just cant breathe
i think of you when i go to sleep
and if i could only move the world
you could see past the doubt
i try so hard to hide.
speakers blaring but the world's too loud
favorite ol blue jeans are begining to wear down
and everything gets around in a small town
nothings new.
my lifes a wreck and so is my hair
i sleep in my jeans
cus i'm too lazy to care
and the kiss of the tears rolling down my nose
just another excuse, another pose.
but the pain is real, the hurt is real
the feelings are numb and dont seem to heal
the scars on my wrists leave wounds to your heart
and the twisted truth is where do i start?
i only feel safe when held in your arms
with your lips to my neck
and your hands on my hips
and reassurance that you're always there.
i know that your not going to leave me
no matter how wrong i am
we all screw up
shrivel up and die inside
but no worries, no hurries
you'll always be on my mind.
time is running out
i can feel the sand burning beneath my fingertips
and your trying so hard to hold on
yet i keep slipping only further
dont let me drown
in this flood thats washing me away
you can fight the tide
calm the sea
your the one who always rescues me.
lay with me upon the grass
and watch the world as it flickers past
see the shooting star as it breaks
see the beauty of distaster love creates.
im here with you and im willing make
my own mistakes.
we'll travel the world just you and i
forget the past never to rewind
show me that lives worth living
take away the hurt so i will be free
blinded and confused, and now
i am starting to see.
so sing for me just one more song
let me believe that i matter and that i belong
dive for me when i fall
as i'd do anyday for you
listen for my voice when i am near
let me know that you are here.
a simple smile and a slight curve of the lips
the headphones now blaring
and tongues rolling off meaningless words
that boomerang back and out through my mouth
this heart's a hard one to fix
and bit by bit it heals to this mix.
then track number seven plays
and i cant get you off my mind
and baby your all that i need i wish that i could rewind
for anytime i made you sad
anytime i made you cry
cus i didnt mean to,
and the music continues to play.
day by day with my head weighing down my shoulders
and im falling far behind
oh take me back in time
to when i was the perfect girl you loved
the one you said was quite the character
pull me inside out.
bring back those who deserved another day
another chance to make this world okay
but there goes another night
i feel left alone
starin at the phone
alone inside my jeans, and as shallow as i seem
your right here.
you never leave
and never will you've given me your word
and your voice is the most beautiful of sounds
that of anyone i have ever heard
and as i lay my head down
and close my eyes to sleep
i hope you keep in mind
its you whom i love and the one i swear to keep.
<3 comments please,art
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baby I've got you
7 min read
give it all back 
its not yours
return it to me without any
scratches pretty please
give it all back
how could you
take what is mine
i hate you
i need it more than you ever did
i need my coloring books back
along with the skydancer's backpack
i'd take it all and appreciate the things i've got
give back the smile
that you stole
you cant claim it yours
when it was mine from the start
might as well cut out my heart
and watch me bleed
on the shirt
that i stole back from you
i couldnt bear to see you wearing it
as if it had been yours all this time
because to me it meant something
more than you would ever know
so please give back everything you ever took
and never look
at me again, oh and i wont be putting this on sale again
there everything goes
now im empty handed and alone
even my incredible's phone is gone
probably in the junkyard by now
santa oh santa if you are listen-ing
can you give me back ever-y-thing
magical genie lamp where are you?
are you lucky for some homeless boy?
or are you broken and thrown away
lost in the debris
little polly pocket houseshoes have you finally escaped
from the plastic bound to you, because you know I would
have set you free
just let me be
I was stupid to ever get rid of you
my friends
I could have been something
But we were just little while friends
and that book's gone too
and so are my baby shoes!
Will you give me back all my little curls
they flew so beautifully in the wind
and give me back all the friends that forgot me
because not only in my dreams do they not know
that those angels in the snow
were the first ones i would make since the day
the snowman melted as he cried
his carrot nose frozen in the ice
and my chalk drawings were buried
underneath the tooth i had lost
im sorry fairy
but even you have been lost
... and should i put up missing signs?
theres so many things i wish to find
i know im not getting them back
but whats it hurt to try?
when i was younger, i remember every christmas that i
would lay a pillow by the presents underneath the ornaments
and as i sang to the soft music that was playing
i swore i heard sleighbells ringing
but then the from santa's dissappeared
and how many more things are going to fade?
seems like the rainbows dont even glow bright anymore
and i havent seen a hotair balloon since
where have they gone?
bring them back
so i can ride away by the wind
carry me
so far away, i wont care where i land
because anyplace is more beautiful then here
and what happened to the clouds made of marshmellows?
and angels sleeping without falling through.
take me there
to the place where everything goes
when their burried underneath the snow
take me there please
because i need to know
that i will never forget everything that meant a lot
people are going to forget who i am
even if they dont mean to, i know they will
because the clock never stops running
and mocking all your off-key notes
that you could never get quite right
what is a sunset, and is the trix bunny still beneath it's eyes
i wouldnt be suprised
if ran away too
with all those kids after him when all he wanted was a bite
so i'll sleep with the teddy bear, ive had since i was one
even though it has no name
because i never wanted it
because everything was so much more
but ill hold on, to what i've got
*happy music plays*
and ive got you
to tell me everything is gonna be okay
yeah ive got you
to hold and kiss me everyday
better than anything i could ever want to have
because your love wasnt for free
and you chose to sell it to me
no not at garage sale
because you know i so hate those
i stole your heart from you
and you stole mine
oh please please please be my valentine
for every heart shaped candy i ever would find
your name was ingraved in each sugar grain
that can be seen with a microscope
took a while
for my halloween bag to fill back up
its been empty for so long
dust gathered at the corners
but in every fold there was love
from you telling me how much i meant to you
not everythings gone
and there will be plenty of candy in my stocking
this year
because i know
that i dont need every accessory that i always thought
i needed
because i dont
i never did
there goes my things
sealed with a heavy lid
but a kiss sealed in each corner
that maybe just went all to waste
but im okay
because i know
that you'll replace every kiss that was ever lost between every
grain of sand
every single hand that i held who told me they cared
every smile in a friend
that was ever there
but where are they now?
i say im fine
ive got your hand and i can claim it mine
no its not for sale
you cant have it
because it belongs to me
dont take it away from me
and every song that you sing
its for me, its all for me
a prized possession
that i will forever keep
swing, swing, swing
from my tree
give me back my yellow swing
that brings
every song back that i would ever sing
i sang up to him
as i kicked my legs high aiming for the moon
but i would always fall
couldnt get high enough
to come tumbling down
where's my silver crown?
was that taken from me too
and on what day did i learn to tie my shoe?
i may never know
but here i go, out to nowhere
that ends up being somewhere
am i where i want to be?
and you whispered in my ear
everything and more that i wanted to hear
you told me i'll be your knight, if you'll be my princess
we can even fly on unicorns
because i will bring them back
baby i will bring them back to you
my love for you
i cannot express
how deeply for you
i feel, its real
so up to moon and higher we'll go
yeah we'll go
hang up the old things on the telephone pole
because i know
there are better and bigger things waiting for me
and i dont need everything i dont have
to show me
when baby i've got you
ive got you
oh ive got you
how does that make you feel inside?
are my lips a sweeter sweet
than any candy you've recieved
i would hope that to you they'd be
everything
and even more
because i like icecream, and late night movies
tie-dyed shirts, and japanese hippies
and i like playing inside the sandbox
t-ter-tot-er or around we go
i like iceskating even when i crash
rolling down hills 'til i ache from the rash
but i like you
MORE
rollercoasters make me shake
because if i fell out
i'd be a pancake
but thats when you stop the fall with your magical
superhero powers
you're my all
and i hope you know that this priceless heart i gave
to you
will be treasured for the rest of your life
i love you
and just so you know your greater than anything
that ive ever wanted
so even though some things im never getting back
baby ive got you
<3
its not yours
return it to me without any
scratches pretty please
give it all back
how could you
take what is mine
i hate you
i need it more than you ever did
i need my coloring books back
along with the skydancer's backpack
i'd take it all and appreciate the things i've got
give back the smile
that you stole
you cant claim it yours
when it was mine from the start
might as well cut out my heart
and watch me bleed
on the shirt
that i stole back from you
i couldnt bear to see you wearing it
as if it had been yours all this time
because to me it meant something
more than you would ever know
so please give back everything you ever took
and never look
at me again, oh and i wont be putting this on sale again
there everything goes
now im empty handed and alone
even my incredible's phone is gone
probably in the junkyard by now
santa oh santa if you are listen-ing
can you give me back ever-y-thing
magical genie lamp where are you?
are you lucky for some homeless boy?
or are you broken and thrown away
lost in the debris
little polly pocket houseshoes have you finally escaped
from the plastic bound to you, because you know I would
have set you free
just let me be
I was stupid to ever get rid of you
my friends
I could have been something
But we were just little while friends
and that book's gone too
and so are my baby shoes!
Will you give me back all my little curls
they flew so beautifully in the wind
and give me back all the friends that forgot me
because not only in my dreams do they not know
that those angels in the snow
were the first ones i would make since the day
the snowman melted as he cried
his carrot nose frozen in the ice
and my chalk drawings were buried
underneath the tooth i had lost
im sorry fairy
but even you have been lost
... and should i put up missing signs?
theres so many things i wish to find
i know im not getting them back
but whats it hurt to try?
when i was younger, i remember every christmas that i
would lay a pillow by the presents underneath the ornaments
and as i sang to the soft music that was playing
i swore i heard sleighbells ringing
but then the from santa's dissappeared
and how many more things are going to fade?
seems like the rainbows dont even glow bright anymore
and i havent seen a hotair balloon since
where have they gone?
bring them back
so i can ride away by the wind
carry me
so far away, i wont care where i land
because anyplace is more beautiful then here
and what happened to the clouds made of marshmellows?
and angels sleeping without falling through.
take me there
to the place where everything goes
when their burried underneath the snow
take me there please
because i need to know
that i will never forget everything that meant a lot
people are going to forget who i am
even if they dont mean to, i know they will
because the clock never stops running
and mocking all your off-key notes
that you could never get quite right
what is a sunset, and is the trix bunny still beneath it's eyes
i wouldnt be suprised
if ran away too
with all those kids after him when all he wanted was a bite
so i'll sleep with the teddy bear, ive had since i was one
even though it has no name
because i never wanted it
because everything was so much more
but ill hold on, to what i've got
*happy music plays*
and ive got you
to tell me everything is gonna be okay
yeah ive got you
to hold and kiss me everyday
better than anything i could ever want to have
because your love wasnt for free
and you chose to sell it to me
no not at garage sale
because you know i so hate those
i stole your heart from you
and you stole mine
oh please please please be my valentine
for every heart shaped candy i ever would find
your name was ingraved in each sugar grain
that can be seen with a microscope
took a while
for my halloween bag to fill back up
its been empty for so long
dust gathered at the corners
but in every fold there was love
from you telling me how much i meant to you
not everythings gone
and there will be plenty of candy in my stocking
this year
because i know
that i dont need every accessory that i always thought
i needed
because i dont
i never did
there goes my things
sealed with a heavy lid
but a kiss sealed in each corner
that maybe just went all to waste
but im okay
because i know
that you'll replace every kiss that was ever lost between every
grain of sand
every single hand that i held who told me they cared
every smile in a friend
that was ever there
but where are they now?
i say im fine
ive got your hand and i can claim it mine
no its not for sale
you cant have it
because it belongs to me
dont take it away from me
and every song that you sing
its for me, its all for me
a prized possession
that i will forever keep
swing, swing, swing
from my tree
give me back my yellow swing
that brings
every song back that i would ever sing
i sang up to him
as i kicked my legs high aiming for the moon
but i would always fall
couldnt get high enough
to come tumbling down
where's my silver crown?
was that taken from me too
and on what day did i learn to tie my shoe?
i may never know
but here i go, out to nowhere
that ends up being somewhere
am i where i want to be?
and you whispered in my ear
everything and more that i wanted to hear
you told me i'll be your knight, if you'll be my princess
we can even fly on unicorns
because i will bring them back
baby i will bring them back to you
my love for you
i cannot express
how deeply for you
i feel, its real
so up to moon and higher we'll go
yeah we'll go
hang up the old things on the telephone pole
because i know
there are better and bigger things waiting for me
and i dont need everything i dont have
to show me
when baby i've got you
ive got you
oh ive got you
how does that make you feel inside?
are my lips a sweeter sweet
than any candy you've recieved
i would hope that to you they'd be
everything
and even more
because i like icecream, and late night movies
tie-dyed shirts, and japanese hippies
and i like playing inside the sandbox
t-ter-tot-er or around we go
i like iceskating even when i crash
rolling down hills 'til i ache from the rash
but i like you
MORE
rollercoasters make me shake
because if i fell out
i'd be a pancake
but thats when you stop the fall with your magical
superhero powers
you're my all
and i hope you know that this priceless heart i gave
to you
will be treasured for the rest of your life
i love you
and just so you know your greater than anything
that ive ever wanted
so even though some things im never getting back
baby ive got you
<3
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